For those of you who don’t know, I am a computer applications instructor. And lately, I’ve noticed that I am not as paranoid about something as I used to be. You see, in January I left the classroom behind to make computer training videos for Train Signal, Inc. I’m still teaching the same material (Microsoft Office applications), but I don’t have the face-to-face interactions I used to have with students. It’s true…I do miss that aspect of the job, but what I don’t miss is the constant worrying about how I may or may not smell to students.
Now, for all you olfies, worrying about one’s own odor is common among anosmics. But, I think I was a bit more paranoid than most. I mean think about it. If you were to lean over someone’s computer to point at a computer screen…where is your armpit? That’s right. When I was teaching in the classroom my armpit met the faces of oh so many! And to make matters worse, in addition to anosmia I also have what known as “hyperhidrosis,” which basically means I sweat all the time…my armpits, my feet, my hands, etc. Yep, junior high was a horrible time for living! It could be ten below and I’d still have sweat marks on shirts (really, I’m not that unattractive…).
I’ve learned to cope for the most part. I shower every day. I use deodorant religiously. I never wear a shirt or bra twice. I only buy clothes that don’t show water marks (I wear a lot of black). I also have a pretty reliable group of friends who tolerate the question “Do I smell?” without batting an eye.
So, yes, overall I am very thankful for my new job sitting in my own office where the nearest person is two closed doors away.
- Jun 11, 02:18 PM
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1 · Janet · Jun 20, 05:21 PM
I don’t know if you have been to a dermatologist, but for years there have been products to help with that sort of thing. There is a chemical (aluminum chloride hexahydrate) that magically “closes” your pores so that you don’t sweat nearly as much. You used to need prescriptions for this stuff (or order it online from Canadian or English pharmacies like I did). Lately the FDA has given the USA the thumbs up to release it over the counter. I highly suggest trying Secret’s Clinical Strength line, particularly their Powder one. It takes about a week of daily application, but you will notice that you sweat less. Plus it smells nice, so you don’t have to worry about that. I can also recommend Drysol. It burns like hell but it does the job: no sweating after using it a week or so. It has no scent so you will still have to apply some nice deodorant. As one who spent her teenage years mortified with armpit sweat stains, I feel your pain.
2 · Heather Ackmann · Jun 20, 06:25 PM
Actually, I started using a product called Certain Dri that works really well. The only thing is you have to put it on at night and I always forget.
3 · Jeana · Oct 25, 04:27 PM
oh how aweful for you! a combo I don’t envy-thankfully I sweat very little-only after much exertion. I too though am paranoid about my smell-I SLATHER that deoderant on!! I wash very carefully and thoroughly and regularly. I call on my husband and kids to do what I call “scratch and sniff” tests before I will rewear clothes a second time-admonishing them to inform on even the slightest odor afoul.-Gee-I HOPE they are not sending me out stinking!
4 · Nikki · Jun 17, 01:54 AM
thats the same as me pretty much, i cant smell either, not sure how i lost it, but its been 5 years and recently over the past 2 years ive become very paranoid bout whether or not i stink, im constantly askin my close friends, family and boyfriend if i smell! they are gettin rather annoyed at me, im more worried bout my breath though, i dont want to be talking to people with smelly breath, im always chewing gum, sprayin deoderent and showering daily, but im still so paranoid, i hate being like this, and even when people are talkin bout smells like if someone said eww whats that smell, i will automatically think its me, its killin my life, i just wish i didnt let it bother me this much, i used to live without it, now my life revloves around it, constantly thinking i smell, HELP ? lol